Lincoln slept through the night again and this time I did too. It felt so nice waking up and having enough sleep. I had a chance to read my scriptures and say a nice long prayer to heavenly father and discuss with him all my many concerns and feelings. I asked for forgiveness for allowing us to get in to debt and told him of my resolve to get out of debt. I also asked forgiveness for all of my many parenting follies and asked him to help me to be a better mom and have more compassion and loveand patience towards my children. I asked him for his help in finishing my book and asked to help guide my mind to create something worthwhile. It felt so nice to talk to me dear father. It's amazing what the mind can do when it's gotten enough sleep. I feel really rested and ready for a new day. Instead of like yesterday feeling like a zombie of tiredness and a slave to time and parenting. Oh thank you Heavenly Father for giving me a good night sleep and for letting Link get one too.
Just as a sidenote while I've been writing this Lisey has just let me hold her and cuddle her. Link is still sleeping and it's almost 8 AM. I guess I better get on with my morning. It just felt so nice to get caught up in the spiritual department. Time to get Ella ready for school.
Link, now that he's a big one year old, has made some new goals for himself. Mainly he wants to climb up this wall... or more importantly climb down it. He was very furious at me for not letting him slide down that steep wall of doom himself.
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