Fri Sept 4th

I am so tired. I'm tired of unpacking, I'm tired of being a single adult at home, and trying to be both parents.  I'm tired of all the drama at Nick's work, and I'm tired of Nick being out of town. I'm so tired. I'm tired of trying my best to be a good mom but failing over and over again. I'm tired of cleaning the house late into the night only to have it be just as dirty and messy the next night. I am so tired.  I'm tired of cleaning and tired of changing poopy diapers and changing poopy clothes and wiping poopy bums. I am so tired. I am so so so tired. 

Ella is so beautiful. My beautiful little second grader :) Ella was so so tired when she got home from school. I guess they had a spelling test that she didn't do so hot on and it made her really anxious. I didn't realize that she was supposed to be studying for a rest. Homework is the worst for both kids and parents.